Genre: Teen fiction, Romance , reality fiction
Note: This is purely made out of imagination. Any names mentioned are not associated with real people. Feel free to comment your opinions and suggestions.
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Prologue
In life , unexpected things always happen. It can be either good or bad ,and we don’t have a choice but to just, live with it. Hindi ko alam Kung Tama bang masanay nalang sa mga bagay bagay at pangyayare na bigla nalang dumarating ,as if it will not make a change.
Minsan iniisip ko nalang na there must be a reason behind all of these things, and it will surely give benefits , Yes I know, tsaka mo lang matatawag na benefit pag maganda Yung nangyayare or outcome, and it is a misconception , since for some reason we can still learn and gain something from those bad happenings.
I closed the book I was reading since pagod nako. I’ve been doing a lot of things lately , and ang mahirap dun is unti unti nakong nawawalan ng gana sa lahat. I looked at the window In front of me and noticed how beautiful the night sky is. I sighed as I rest my head on my table , “well at least may natitira pading maganda sa mundo.”
I’m living alone in a 2 bedroom condo unit, it was already good for me kahit wala akong Kasama since I feel suffocated inside our own house. Kung iisipin mag 2 years nakong naninirahan magisa…….. Oh scratch that I just realized I was actually living alone my whole life. I moved here when I was 16 , it wasn’t really a big adjustment for me aside from the fact that I miss my old bedroom. But at least the atmosphere almost felt familiar.
My mom have always...

despised me kaya I’m not close with her, minsan lang din kami nagkakausap kasi everytime we talk lagi nya nalang akong pinapagalitan , Kaya siguro atat na atat syang mag 16 ako para makalipat na ako sa condo na binili nya. I have a younger sister and an older brother, I don’t have any problem with them but the thought of my mom giving them so much love and affection makes it hard for me to even be comfortable around them, kasi I feel jealous, I know I shouldn’t feel this way pero ganun na talaga ata. It’s funny how my mom begged for my brother not to leave when he decided to get a condo near his university while me on the other hand .. HAHA kulang nalang sya pa magligpit ng gamit ko para maka alis agad. She provides me with every material things that I need , but I’ve never felt her love for me as her daughter. Kaya siguro uhaw na uhaw ako noon sa pagmamahal ng isang magulang Kasi hindi ko yun naranasan.
I would usually get jealous everytime my classmates talk about their family vacations , them going to places and their parents picking them up from school. Seeing them smiling while telling everybody those things made me realize how lonely and different my life is. Ganun din naman kami dati, we used to be happy. Iniisip ko , siguro if Hindi nawala si — , nvm… I should probably just accept everything kasi kasalanan ko namn talaga. Kasalanan ko daw naman talaga. This is the reality , A reality where you have to do something but you just can’t do it all the time, and that is being happy.
I’m Ella Louise Reyes , and I’m a player of this life’s wicked game