Naranasan niyo naba yong nagmahal ka ng buo sa isang tao , samantalang laro lang pala sakanya ang mga bagay na iyon?

Tahimik yo’ng buhay ko e, masaya ako kahit wala ka. Pero bakit mo pinaramdam sakin na sobra kong napaka halaga, tapos sa bandang huli iiwan molang ako na parang isang laruan mo lang.

I am Alexa, live in a peaceful life, I’m a Simple girl. All i know is to love my self and also my life, my friends,and my families.

Not until, he came into my life.

Habang nag lalakad ako sa may hallway napadaan ako sa isang basket ball court kong saan nag lalaro yung lalaking gusto ng bayan sa school na’to, i just know dahil sa mga old friends ko na matagal ng nag aaral dito, pero wala naman akong pake kasi bago lang ako.

Not until, habang nag lalakad ako diko alam na paparating na pala sakin yung bolang hawak ng mga manlalaro.

“Naku! Sorry talaga Ms.”

And I kindly spoke.

“Luh, Hindi okay lang alam ko namang di mo sinadya. ”

I know him, he is the crush of the town on our campus and I saw his cuteness Shemzz!! .

“Ikaw ba yung bagong transferee sa school namin?” He asked.

“Yeah, why?”

“I find you cute, ohh ahmm btw are you lost? did you know already your classroom?” he asked calmly.

“Hindi panga eh, pwede moba’ng ituro sakin kong san yong office niyo dito, My friend left me so hinahanap konalang mag isa.”

“Sure, tapos nadin naman yong laro eh.” he said

I smiled at the actions he showed me and honestly even though I don’t want to accept what he said cute, I still smile more.

Not knowing that he is the man who will make me smile and feel the thrill in my stomach.

he asked me to be his friend, and we continued it.

And as day goes by, he became sweeter.

He sends me Lsm, his cute pics, vm’s and say good morning and he always sing for me before we go to bed or every time i feel down. He is always there for me.

And i thought that i dont need someone to be happy, but when he came he change everything.

Nandito ako sa labas ng bahay ng biglang may biglang yumakap mula sa likod ko at binuhat ako

“Hoy troy ibaba mo ako ano ba’yan HAHAHA!!”

“No, Ayoko HAHHAHA”

“Dali na ibaba mona ako parang tanga HAHHAA”

Agad naman niya akong binaba, kay binatukan ko siya.

“Ikaw talaga ang lakas parin ng trip mo.” i said flatly

“HAHA!! ,Sorry na” he said still cute

“Oo na, parang tanga naman to.”

“I love you mahal ko, Mwuah Mwuah Mwuah” He said as he kiss me on the cheeck

“I love you too” I said while hugging him

Troy and I have been together for almost 6 months, but I did not see that he was fed up with me

I am here watching his basketball game because he told me to do so....

And i hate the fact that every moves he makes, makes my heart flutter

As soon as their score went tie with the other team in the last 30 seconds, I stood up and shouted to cheer for him because he looked defeated —— “GO TROY! GAGO I SHOOT MUNA YAN !!”

He looked at me and smile— and after he got a 3 points shot, and that shoot won the game for his team. And as expected, he is the MVP.

His team celebrated at the court but he went toward my direction and hugged me tight — everyone looked at us

He took off his medal and he hung his medal on me.

I was confused but he said —

“From now on, I will never leave you alone its not a question, because i love you.”

all the team and the people around us were shouting, I was just laughing but I really wanted to shout now

Nakaka kilig, Siya lang nag papakilig sa’kin ng ganito.

Its been 2 months na graveh na’yong pinag dadaanan ng relasyon namin, Our relation lives in a happy and strong but everything change in just a blink of an eye.

“Sino yong kasama mo kanina ” I asked him.

“Kaibigan kolang.” he replied and looked at his phone

I was uncomfortable, and i really felt that something is wrong.

I snached his phone from him and saw the exchanged of Iloveyou’s he had with his ‘friend’, Scratch that, its not his friend, its his new girlfriend

I looked at him waiting for his explanation but he just looked away and stood up.

“Napaka pakialamera mo naman tangina!! ” He shouted.

I was shocked, I couldn’t even utter a word.

“Alam mo nakaka sakal kana eh !! nakakasawa kana , dapat siguro dati palang iniwan na kita ”he continued.

I really felt my tears dripping from my eyes, Ang sakit sakit maloko ng isang taong dimo inaakalang lolokohin ka.

“Minahal moba ako? kasi ako, mahal na mahal as in mahal— ”

“Lets end this bullshit !! I used you kasi,Akala ko talaga makaka limutan kona ex ko sayo ipero nag kamali ako, being with you make me miss my ex girlfriend more. ” he said and left me alone, Crying and begging for him to stay.

I gave him all, Binigay ko sakanya ang lahat pero hindi parin ako sapat, San ba ako nag kulang sa pag mamahal na ipinakita ko sakanya.

Tahimik yong buhay ko pero dumating lang siya para guluhin ito.

Siguro ngaa, ako ang kailangan, pero hindi ang mahal

Pero hindi ko hiniling na sana di ko siya nakilala—

Pero hihilingin ko, na sana ….
maging masaya siya sa bago niya at sa buhay niya.

I will always wish your happiness…

No matter, how you broke me.
No matter, how you cheated on me.
No matter, how you left me.
No matter, you shouted on me.

That’s how I love you,Troy.

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Written By: @Ms.Blue
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