Wen i was 19yrs old my nkilala aqng lalake his name is Jay. He was my first love. D nmn x gwapo pero prang lakas ng dating sakin. Pinakilala xa sakin ng pinsan nya n kapitbahay nmin. Nung una q xang makita naatract nko agad.first tym qng mramdamn ung gnung filling. Na love at first sight aq Sknya.niligawan nya aq at cngot q agad. We love each other so much. 1month plang sv nya skin pakakasalan nya aq soon at x lng dw un first and last love q. So paniwala nmn aq.msaya nmn relasyon nmin d x nkklimot s monthsary anniversary kya cnv q sa sarili q x n nga.at ung parents nmin nkasuporta nmn s relasyon nmin. Ayoko ng mghanap p ng iba dhil itinalaga q n s sarili q n x n 4ever q. Npkasaya ng relasyon. Twice a week dumadalaw x sa amin.mssv q e full of trust and love kme.s isang taon n relsyon nmin nd kmi ngaway.But one day he decide to continue his studying sv nya 4 our future so hinayaan q x mgaral .ung pangako Nya n mgsasama n kami ND ntupad dhil mgaaral Muna x ng 2yrs. Pumyg aq kc bata p nmn kme. umabot kmi more Dan 2yrs nung nkapagaral xa ngbago x mdalng n kmi mgkita mdalng mgkausap. Kay lgi n dn Kaming ngaaway. Sv nya bc x s school. Then oneday bgla nlng cnv cra dw c. P nya. So aq nmn c tanga naniwala.so no communication kmi...

Nyan .no text. No col for a few month. Khit monthsary greeting wala.ts isang araw pumsyal ung tATAY nya s kpitbhay nmin nkwento ng kptbahay n ncra cp ni Jay. Ndulas tATAY nya ang sv nd ts sby bawing oo nga pla. Npksakit ng nramdamn q nung nlmn q un sobrng laki ng binigay qng tiwala s knya pero niloko aq.kinulit q xng kinulit tinwg q c. P nya n sv nya cra Kung anu2 pingssv q s text ts a few day ngtxt x gamit no. Ng mama nya at Ang sv b. C lng tlga x s school kya d mpgawa c. P nya.mababasa b txt q Kung cra c. P nya.? Gosh! ¡!!for a few month no communication pra bng ang hirap paniwalaan n walang something wrong saming dalawa. my mga c. P mgulng nya kung gusto nya aqng I communicate kya nya khit b. C x. Inunawa q x at nangako x n ppgwa c. P in a few days at ittxt aq pero wlang Jay n ngparamdam after 1Week I decide to move on. Ayokong prang aso n hahabol2 so i give up our relationship. Ngpalit aq SIM at umalis aq s amin to work pra mklimutn x.e kung Mahal aq alm nya kung Asan aq pero d nya aq hinanap. A few months nblitaan q my iba n x.then isang araw nblitaan qng ngasawa n x at nkbuntis.it hurts but dats lyf.ngaun I was 30 yrs old n and I have a own family.