Its all started way back 16 years ago..we became friends , tropa ika nga ..pero as things goes naramdaman ko na gusto nya ako.. Hindi nya sinasabi direclty pero pinapakita nya ..his sweet caring and nag eeffort …i found out 1 morning na may feelings ako sa kanya ..kaya nung one time inaya nya ako lumabas pumayag na ako kase i want to know him well… Naging ok kami pero its too late for me to know na may girlfriend na pala sya so i cut it out… We live our lives in seperate ways nag kaanak ako ang nag ka asawa sya ..we had this communication but as freinds ..no serious talk … Until one day i heard the new na nmatay ang wife nya .. Its was after 16years that we saw each other again sa wake nang wife nya .. Its an ordinary meeting na nakikiramay kaming mga kaibigan nya .but after 5months he pm me again ..asking me to go out with him kase he want someone to talk to daw.. So as a concerned friend dimayan ko sya …but our story goes deeper than that ..tumawid kami as friends but no labels .. I ask him hanggang kelan and ang sinagot nya is as long as you want this .. Medyo na dissapoint ako kase ididnt expect it .. Ang one night is naulit nang naulit until one day...

i found out that im falling again with him ..pero sabi ko di pwede …he did all the effort that a boyfriend will do. So na convince ako… Until one day may nag txt sakin na tigilan ko daw ang bf nya …i was stunned and didnt know what to think …of all the people sabi ko di naman siguro ako pag lalaruan nito .but he did… Inamin nya na may gf sya ..masakit but i need to stop ..he ask me to go out for him to clear his side …na di daw sya seryoso .. Again naniwala ba ako …but after a week he told me he want to be alone
with his kids … So i told him to enjoy … Tapos after 2 days of vacation nila nag chat ang gf nya na kasama silang lahat sa pic saying masaya sila at tigilan na …its so ironic …ang sakit sakit .. Bakit ganun kahit sobrang sakit na di mu parin mapigilan na mahalin sya … I know i need to stop but pano … Iwant to know how to unlove him.. So i decided to be his friend …nakaka inis din kase ang hirap mag moved on and turuan ang puso. Until now we remains friend kahit nasasaktan na ako tuloy parin ako . I dont know where this set up end up. Thank u for reading.