BitterSweet Memories

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Who would have thought that a long distance would last for three years?? I wanna share my story. .
In accordance of my past was really disastrous and miserable experience in which i have told myself i need to focus of my seventh month old son..
When unfortunately..
June 2013,I met a guy online…napakahaba ng story if ill share it in details..whom i never would have thought that ill ever fall into love again..
February 2013,he totally surprised me and take note i really felt special..its our first met up , at the day of my birthday..and the date were officially together..ikaw ba naman pag set.upan ng bongga.bongga..syempre mapapasagot ka talaga…he took me to places i would love to go..CeBu,BOHOL,BORA,nd last stop Manila i.e OceanPark,Intramuros,RizalPark,MOA..until time for him to go home..sad but Thanks to Internet well be able to chat nd see each other everyday..
August 2013,he get bck for me again to finally see my family..we spent a week in my hometown,in Camotes Is…am happy that they get along well together with my family & son..He even told my son to call him daddy..and want me to stay and look after my son not ny parents..so i quit my job in Cebu…and when he left i started my own business.
February 2014,he came to see us again…everything was so freakn perfect…we get back to bohol in panglao to have quality time together…we even tried how are we when we lived together kasi he booked a room which has a kitchen..we tried simple living like pickin up shells for dinner..hahah..he wake me up when breakfast was ready…i so loved how he cared for me…and made me loved him more nd more…and i couldnt say that LDR is easy coz its very very difficult..and i couldnt say that our relationship doesnt get troubled coz in all that year of communication we sometimes argued to some simple things..
Feb.2015..bec he didnt manage to get back by august he surprised me that well be going to PALAWAN for 10 days..3. days in puerto nd week in EL Nido…he made me special again..but after this trip was very confusing things that is left unsolved….during our stay in cebu ive seen a perfume i...

dont know kung para kanino yun…just when i get back frOm my annual check up from OB-GYNE perfume wasnt there anymore..tahimik lang ako..i felt loosing my trust on him…hanggang sa pag.alis nya…am very depressed…
And i told him na maghahanap na ulit ako ng work si Mama na bahala ng business namin..he was so mad at me…not just angry..Pinili ko gusto ko hindi ang gusto nya..i found a job…hanggang sa puro selos nalang alam nya…so u asked him..All the why i knew..ayun..unti.unting lumabo..he was telling me hell come over by Sept to save our relationship but he was sent to other country for a business trip for few days…So i was hopefull…Until sometime in Nov i was annoyed…by his accusations..yes i may didnt tell him i went with friends somewhere downsouth cebu but it diesnt mean that theres somethin i didnt tell him in which he meant by having someone else…hell no…i woukd never get involved to such stupidity instead i thrown it back to him…but it just makin the story worse…i stopped talking just for a bit of exhaust…till it took a week we dont talk then he suddenly called…We decided to end it all up…Nov 11,exact date…😭😭😭😭😭 We need space ..it diesnt mean i dont love him….
I LOVE HIM soo much…but of all those arguemeents,,its barely enough..i dont think we do both deserve to stressed ourself that much..but it was so hard ..when you got used to talk to someone in three years..so what i did is cut it all off…
and now its been a year nd 9mos.being away frim him but..i still have feelings for him ..but i felt so much better …happy being single no boyfriend less headache…all is left is just happy memories…
yep he still un contact with me through messenger but were okay…being friends..hes happi now with his gf..so…
Im just being focused now wuth my Son…Hes my everything…

to all LDR there..i know aint easy but please have TRUST,RESPECT AND LOYALTY ND HONESTY to one anither…its the only key to make it all work..and dont make any move that could ruin your beautiful relationship…dont forget that Love brought you tigether to stay at the same page…
thats all ..

thanks for readin.




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