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ONE SIDED LOVE


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Hi hehehhe how shud I start anyways? Hmm basta ito na to.. there’s no turning back.. heheheheh I don’t know how to tell what i felt for him so I think idadaan ko na lang sa kwento.. but ofcourse ako bida dito hahahahhhaha .. bsta … this story is called “ ONE SIDED LOVE” hehehhe ..this is a true story of mine. Hindi sya maghilig magbasa nang ganito but atleast masabi ko thru this ang nararamdaman ko. We are friends for 10 years and counting pa but still ni misan di nya nalaman so i made this . This is the first time i create a story and story ko pa
Note:please paunawa ng typos and grammar hehehe
School year 2006-2007, 2nd year high school – transferee student ako.
First day of school, it seems everything was different since I was a transferee- a new student.
“bago ako, I think I shud be polite, dapat masipag” hahaha i told myself. Paimpress ang tamad hahaha
I met new people, new friends pero ang totoo ang una gusto kong makilala ay yong pinakamatalino sa klase. I was being observant muna then charan, finally nakilala ko din yong top 1 ng class- Kenzo Avelino. Unang kita ko palang sa top 1 na yun seems hindi naman matalino. Mayabang. Hindi din kagwapuhan hahahah. Syempre Bago ako, di lang new friends hanap ko, naghahanap din ng inspiration. Talandi din ako eh hahahah joke.
Hindi ko lang sure pero I felt being competitive with Kenzo. Di ko kasi feel yong pagiging top nya. I don’t know. Maybe it was just me, or di ko lang talaga gusto ang lalaki yun. Di ko lang talaga sya feel. I still remember na while papunta kami sa ground para sa flag ceremony, I’ve overheard him saying habang kausap nya si Rex (classmate namin) , he was asking – maybe more that to himself kaysa kay Rex.
“ano nga yong English sa gulo?” maybe nakalimutan nya 
then ako naman, yabang hahahah, nilampasan ko sya habang pinaririnig ko yong word na
“TROUBLE” Hahahahah while making a small grin hahahahah.
I don’t know why, kung may love at first sight eh di may hate at first sight din pala just like what i have felt the first time i saw Kenzo and I know the feeling is mutual. We both snobbed each other everytime magkasalubong kami. Mas nahate ko pa sya even more, kasi feel ko ang yabang nya, just like what my bestfriend Narmi (classmate din namin) said about him. I still remember na kinumpiska ng teacher naming yong breakgame ko. And it seems happy talaga yong mokong sa nangyari. That brat! Maybe mas nagtrigger pa yon to hate him even more. Hahahaha kabataan nga naman. Non-sense.
School year 2007-2008- 3rd year
Third year na. Dina ako Baguhan hmmm TApos may transferee daw kami. i’m not just sure , maybe transferee sila mga kalagitnaan na ng school year. Magkapatid namely Henz at Lyndon. At first excited ako sila mameet then yong nakita ko na si Henz- gwapo nga then I saw Lyndon , shit- familiar sya sakin- nakita ko na sya before- oh yeah- I saw him noong parade namin nung 2nd year- they joined our group since Barkada nya classmate namin who is Christian- nung day palang na iyon- he caught my eyes heheheh landi ko talaga Then classmate ko na sya- mas ginanahan tuloy ako pumasok ng school- hhahahhah.. hmm Pero student life.. Kenzo A- that brat palagi nalng pabida sa teacher.. tsk- I really hate that brat- mantakin mo , yong inutusan kami ng teacher naming na maglinis at magbunot ng damo sa likod- nanguna talaga sya- ako naman tsaka ung iba hindi din tumulong hahahaha.. pero nagwalis ako ah—hehehe but I don’t know maybe hate din ako ng ogag nayun- ako lang ang napansin – hindi ko masyadong matandaan sinabi nya but yong nagregister lang sa mind ko yong linya nya while looking at me
“ hindi naman kasi ako katulad ng iba dyan na “TAMAD”. (nakatingin sa kin ang hinayupak)
inemphasize talaga ang tamad?!!!! Tsk.. of course papatalo ba ako?! Heheheh I said
“ atleast hindi ako katulad ng iba na sip-sip” while giving him a big grin hahahahahah so bad hheheheh..
I know matigas ulo ko hehehhe i brought playing cards sa school hehheheh- actually nagsugal talaga kmi nun hehhehe- pero syempre patago- then ginawa ko yung kunyaring magic tricks ko hahahah kung san san na umabot ung baraha until na nahuli ng teacher- shit! And I was proclaimed as their leader- aissssk.. ako kasi nagdala- puchaks unfair hehhehe I don’t know again but I think nadamay sya dun- si Kenzo- ofcourse nakisali din sya eh.- and hu’s the bad one? Ako syempre. Tsk. (Hahaha wag nyo nalang gayahin magdala ng baraha ah)

School year 2008-2009- 4th year High school- medyo mahaba-habang kwento to DITO na nagstart lahat eh

4th year- best year sa HIGHSCHOOL LIFE

Hmmm I know 3rd year palng kami ni Ann ( one of my close friend) , crush nya na si Kenzo at yun ang pinakamalaking kwestyon sa buhay ko;) i ask her kung ano ba ang nagustuhan nya kay Kenzo.
She said, “ his beautiful eyes, his kissable lips”
nagulat ako – duh!
“what!!???? Sira-ulo ka ba? Kissable lips? Eh kasing kapal nga ng bibig nun si Akagi eh? Kissable? And may gulay beautiful eyes? Eh parang luluwa na mata nun eh ?- wala ka talagang taste hah? “ Hesterical kong sabi sa friend ko
but she just said” Uy grabeh ka, hindi kaya..pagmasdan mo kaya sya minsan hmmf ..ganun talaga siguro pag in-love ka”  she said na parang tangek na inlababo talaga.
I just rolled my eyes.. meygedd katakot!!! Hmmm mabuti pa si crush ko hehehhe- syempre si Lyndon yun
Nung mga panahon un adik ako, adik sa pocketbook lalo na pagmaganda ang kwento, I cant stop myself na hindi tapusin ung kwento kahit may klase pa I am a peace officer pa naman hahahah pero ako ang pina kamaingay sa klase hehehehhe kaya nga naisip ko magbasa nalng ng pocketbook atleast tahimik ako..charot hahahah ( batang 90’s eh- kaway kaway sa mahilig sa pocketbook jan)
Fastforward…
I think election ng president nun sa whole school or clubs. I don’t know but somebody elected Kenzo for president,
but that brat raised his hand saying “ Sorry po maam, pero I declined to run as president” ,
“ bakit Kenzo” our teacher asked him
. “ ayoko po kasing maging president kasi alam ko na may mga bastos na istudyante parin na ayaw sumunod sa mga rules just like magbasa ng pocket book kahit nagtuturo yung teacher- ”
“ sino Kenzo, to whom are you pertaining to?” our teacher ask him.
Of course alam ko na na ako ang tinutukoy nang hinayupak!! So I just raised my hand!
“ ako po maam, sorry po”
but yung pina kanagregister sa isip ko eh yong sinabi nang teacher naming na
“ I’m very disappointed with you Venez” and that’s it!
Tsk ma lumaki tuloy galit ko sa damuhong Kenzo nay un!!! Napakasipsip nya.. Super.. The heck with him!!! Kaya ayun start ulit ng war. Aissssk…
I don’t know why at kung papano nagstart, pero it was a very good day, nasa mood ako, pagpasok ko ng room namin, I felt like makipagbati kay Kenzo- ewan ko ba- nasapian ata ako ng anghel hehehe hahaha
“peace “ I said with a smiling face habang na kapeace sign sa kanya. Our friend Lino teased us ayun.. parang dun nagstart na bati na kami.
School life goes on, natatawa talaga ako nun sa klasmeyt naming si Lloyd, kasi nainlove sya dun sa klasmeyt naming si Kris- dahilan? Nabali daw ang tulay!!! Nagging tulay kasi si Lloyd sa Kaibigan nya para ligawan si Kris but at the end? Sya tong nainlove Non-sense!!! It depends naman ata.. Di lahat ng tulay nababali!! But my friends disagree. So I told myself na papatunayan ko un!! So I decided na tutulungan ko si Kenzo kay Leatutal medyo close na kami ni Kenzo. Bati na kami.. in short friend ko na syaand Beside, I know Kenzo is the last person na magugustuhan ko. So ayun. Naging tulay na ang peg ko excited ako mag.work ung ligawan stage nila ayun.. halos every day na kami nag-uusap. Every day may palitan ng notes tsakaa kahit panaginip nga nya nakukwento na nya sakin. Ganun na kami kaclose hehehehe… mabait naman pala yong mokong heheheheh.. pero syempre mas mabait ako hahahahaha… ayun , yung sulat nya nilagay ko sa science na libro ni Lea. Nakayellowpad pa hahahahah .. torpe kasi hahahaha… Masaya ako kasi I was hoping na magugustuhan din sya ni Lea .. tapos abah matindi na tong si Kenzo kasi nakuha pala yung number ni Lea. He told me habang pauwi kami ,
“ nagtext ako kay Lea kagabi , i ask her .”.pwd mang.lgw”-”
para syang bata habang nagkukwento sakin. I can even sense na kunting kinikilig pa sya habang sinasabi un heheheh
I just said “abah ..talaga..ehemm” hehehe “good..good”
then ayun dun kami sa paborito naming bbqhan heheheh.
Then we went home.

Maybe may ibang nagugustuhan nun si Lea pero hindi ko ineexpect na magagalit si Lea sakin sa pagtulong ko kay Kenzo sa pagtulay sa kanila.
I always tease Lea kasi to Kenzo, pero nagalit sya. She is a close friend of mine din naman.
She said”Stop it Venez!! Wala akong gusto kay Kenzo..Kung di ka titigil.. magagalit na talaga ako sayo!!”
then she walked out.
I don’t know kung nalaman ba ni Kenzo or what, but umiyak kasi ako nun. Nagulat ako nung nilapitan nya ako, he said looking into my eyes while pinapahiran nya yung luha ko with his bare hands saying
“ tahan na, okay na yun, ako na bahala sa lahat. Tahan na..” while smiling. then that’s it..
medyo tumigil mundo ko nun. Ewan, iba nafeel ko. IBA!it seems,,hmm basta di ko maexplain. I was totally shocked a lumakas na tibok ng puso ko nun.
Days passed by,di ko na kinulit si Lea kay Kenzo. Then medyo ok na kami ni Lea- hindi na sya beast mode sakin heheh. Hindi ko na rin pinansin yong nararamdaman ko – i think wala din naman yon, Imposible akong magkagusto kay Kenzo.
FAST FORWARD-DIFFERENT SCENARIOS
I don’t know pero kinilig ako nung sinabi ni Kenzo na bagay daw sakin yung gupit konagpagupit kasi ako nun hanggang balikat then nag-uusap kaming magbarkada nun.. , then isaw my crush Lyndon passed by, napansin din ni Kenzo yun.
He said “ alam mo- bakit yon yung crush mo- bad boy and play boy kaya yun”
I just said” hindi ah”depensa ko-
then sabi ulit nya “bakitVenez, ano ba type/gusto sa isang lalaki?”

Nagulat ako sa tanung nya o mas tamang sabihing kinabahan ako sa tanung nya- dulot ata ng kilig un eh ahhahaha , nag kandautal pa ko nun sa pag sagot..
“ aaa…aannu uhmm basta.. d-di ko alam- basta ..magugustuhan ko nalang sya ng di ko nalalaman” i think i was pertaining it to him pero still denial pa ang puso ko nun.. landi ano hehheeh
because I know that time , I don’t know.. di naman siguro. I want to convince myself na d ako apektado kay Kenzo. At hinding-hindi ako maapektuhan. Pero I was just fooling myself. Tama nga sila, lahat ng tulay nababali.
Ayun as day goes by, medyo mas lumalalim na, yung tipong kinain ko na lahat ng sinabi ko dati. Yung tipong lahat nang sinabi ni Ann sakin, nakikita ko na and mas worst pa nga ako eh ahhahaha I can even see Gerald Anderson on him.. ahahhaah sabi ko sa sarili ko ohmeyged kamukha nya si Gerald hahahah putchacks na buhay to oo. Hahahah The power of love talaga. Sheeeyyyt (note: remember what Vhong Navarro (as Bong) sa My Only Ü na movie nila ni Toni G. as Winona- na pag nainlove ka daw , nagiging artista sya sa paningin mo- or kamukha ng isang artista ang taong mahal mo na)
Ayun na nga,.. diba nga sabi sa psychology pagmay gusto ka sa isang tao, lahat ng kilos o gawin nya,sabihin nya, nabibigyang mo ng kahulugan. Yeah, it seems feeling kothe feeling is mutual eh hahahhha pusang gala. Mahirap pala panain ni kupido hehehhe pero ewan ko ba heheheh nobody knows about it.. naku, pagnalaman kasi ng tropa,(tropa nya ay tropa ko rin- ) I swear they will just laugh at loud. Ofcourse of all people, ung pinakahate ko pa dati. And they knew how much I hate that guy before.
Pero why is it, he seems may feelings din towards me hahahha assumera ako eh .. but I know he was just talking about Lea again like yung habang nagfifil-up sya ng slamnote ko kailangan talaga nyang sabihin at basahin sakin yung description nya sa crush nya,
“yung cute at malalalim nyang dimple”
syempre may dimple din namn ako hahahaha dalawa pa kaso may dimple kasi si Lea, mas malalim kesa sakin hehehhe so I just tell to myself to stop assuming “ it was Lea ok” hmm the yung isa pa daw nyang crush ay yung kung tumawa ay nawawala yung mata. Then I remembered na sinabi nya sakin few days ago...


na bakit daw nawawala mata ko tuwing tumatawa.. so ito nanaman ako sa ilusyon but binasag nya yun at dinugtung nyang
“ si Clarrise- diba wala syang mata pag tumatawa…intsik kasii” .
. I just replied “ ah.. oo na”. landi! Hahahah daming crush hahahah
Ayun fast forward tayo. May camping kami nun sa Cebu. I think it was Science camp. It’s the best camp ever. Hehehhe un lang nan talaga ung camp na sinalihan ko hahahahaha.. but what what make it special ay yung mga memories dun. I still remember na sabay kaming nagfefetch ng water para panligo namin heheheh.. hati kami sa isang drum hehehhe ako muna maliligo then sya magbabantay sa labas. Kilig ako dun hahahahah.. then I still remember na ung sya na ung maliligo at ako na ang bantay nya sa labas. I told him na bilisan nya maligo.
He said” syempre Venez, kailangan ko pang pabanguhin at sabunan si junior ko”
“kadiri ka talagaKenzo!, tumigil ka nga jan” I said. Pero he didn’t know I was laughing silently.. hahahaha dala ata ng kilig hahahahaha
“joke lang.. ito naman ” and we both laughed
Marami pang moments dun pero ung masarap na feeling eh ung magkasama kami pero di kami nag-uusap pero feeling ko magkausap parin kami .. basta I cant explain. Pero I feel so comfortable around him. Yung tipong feeling ko safe ako kung kasama ko sya. Especially nung naglalakad kaming apat na magkaclasmeyt pabalik sa designated room nmin galing ata sa contest or something then may isang lasing na lalaki kming naksalubong then medyo natakot kami maliban sa kanya
He just said “ wala yan.. ako bahala”
then lumipat sya sa left side kung saan parang pinoprotektahan kami hahahah.. and I felt so kilig ulit. He’s very brave. Charot hahahaha.. pero basta I don’t know heheheh I just feel very safe hehehe.
Hmm heheheh mas masarap pala talaga pumasok sa school knowing na close kau ng crush mo hehhehe . I don’t believe in signs pero I was very amazed kasi medyo nagkataon talaga kasi yung sign na hiningi kokay God. Heheh Gabi kasi nun sa bahay, naggigitara yung pinsan ko, si Rea ng kantang- wonderful tonight. It was my first time to hear that song. And I kinda like it. So sabi ko kay God, God pagkinanata po yan ni Kenzo tomorrow ibig sabihin nun, the feeling is mutual hahahhaha .. then ayun nga.. hinintay ko kantahin nya, though alam kong imposible kasi, sa dami ba naman ng kanta.. so ayun tapos na ung klase naming kaso tambay pa kami sa room- tapos yong pauwi na kami, out of the blue kumanta si Kenzo .
“it’s late in the evening, she’s wondering what clothes to wear”
Syempre na pangiti ako- di ako makapaniwala eh hahahaha but di ko alam na nakatingin pala sya sakin
“ano tinatawa-tawa mo Ms.Darang?”
“hah? Tumatawa ba ako? Nakasmile lang po ako oh” I replied while still smiling
“oh bakit nakasmile ka ?!” he said teasingly
“hmm wala lang. Masama bang magsmile” asking him habang nakangiti parin
“asus Darang.. ikaw pa- alam ko naman ang kalukuhang pumapasok sa isip mo”
“hahahah” I just laughed kasi di nya alam kung ano talaga ang reason ng smile ko 
Mas fast forward pa tayo. Graduation day nun Valedictorian sya, as expected hehehehe  ako, hmm nakapasok din naman sa top 10 – pang9th honorable mention hehehehe ayun na… mukha daw akong niño sa kulot kong buhok hehehhe. I don’t know pero feeling ko he keeps on looking at me during the program hahahaah eh sa feelingera ako, bakit ba?!! Heheheh ayun.. picture taking na hehehhe.. itong ate Lisa ko eh supportive sa crush ko.. I don’t know hahaha hindi ko namn sinabi sa kanya.. di ko maalala kung nabanggit ko ba sa kanya yun kasi she keeps on teasing me to him. Kaya ayun, yung pauwi na, nagpahabol pa na papicture kami ni Kenzo hahahaha. Medyo hesitated sya na akbayan ako so I grabbed his hand at ako na naglagay sa balikat ko hahahhaah masyadong wild nuh hahahahah..eh pakipot eh hahahha… then click!! That’s it. Unfortunately, nasira ung film so wala kming nadeveloped na pic . maybe may reason si God ayun that night, we texted each other, gamit ko pa num ni mama nun hahaha. Eh siraulo ate ko, heheheh at siraulo din ako plus pikon si Kenzo so medyo biniro-biro naming sya hehehhe.
I called him”enzo may aaminin ako sayo- hindi ko na mapipigilan to kaya kailangan ko ng ilabas”
“ano yun” he said – I don’t know if It is an excitement I heard from his voice
“nauutot ako- gusto nang ilabas hahahaha” then ate april and I laughed so hard hahahahahaha non-sense joke pero that time it was very funny for me hahahahahah. I forgot his response to it kasi tawa nalng ng ate ko at sakin ung naririnig ko hehehhe
I don’t know how our call ended pero late nayun natapos hehehe. And I felt so so happy.

College days na.- University of Northern Philippines
KENZO was taking BS in Industrial Education and I was taking AB in Mass Communication. Magkasma pa kami nun Highschool friends sa first week of school heheheh.. I still remember na kapanahunan un ng pagkalat ng scandal ni Katrina hahahahaha.. then I don’t know ung barkada naming si Red ay may video nun, so out of curiousity tumingin kami.. –first time ko makakita ng scandal eh ahhahaha – so ayun pinagalitan kami ni mr.Kenzo hahahah itigil daw namin yun. Hahahaha.
Di ko alam basta madami din akong mga bagong crush nun hehhehe pero syempre iba namn si Kenzo eh ahhaha.. malandi kasi ung heart ko hhahahah. Then one time yung nagsamasama kami ulit, I told Kenzo jokingly na
” busy ka ah- di kana masyadong nag-g.gm”Uso pa gm nun eh hahahaha
But he said” ah naku- nadelete ko kasi number mo eh”
“ah.. ok grabeh ka” I said but deep inside nasaktan ako.. charot heheheh eh bakit ba.. dinelete nya num ko .. hmmp
nasaktan ako dun.. pero hindi ako nagpahalata.. I don’t know. Basta after that day, dinelete ko din number nya. Never ko tinitingnan number nya kasi baka mamemorize ko aheehhe so nung denelete ko wala nang way para itxt ko sya hehehhe

.. medyo umiwas na ako kay Kenzo nun. Pag nakakasalubong ko sya, I just pretend na di ko sya nakikita. Maybe it is just my way to hide my feelings. Ok na sana ang lahat, until one day.. may nagtext sakin. “hi” hahaha pero lumitaw ung name nya dun.. I thought nadelete ko na ung num nya pero nakalimutan ko na idelete ung 2nd copy nya sa simcard memory ko. Sa phonebook ko lang pala sya nadelete pero syempre medyo pakipot ako hahahahaha nagpaload talaga ako nun hahahah medyo natagalan nga reply ko hahahah ..
“who’s this? “ sabi ko kunyari hahahha..
baka kasi kako e txtmate ako hahahahah pero wait where the hell did he get my num again? Hehhehe
Nagreply sya “ si Kenzoto”
“oh himala napatext ka?”
“wala lang.. hmm nagtataka kasi ako kung bakit parang umiiwas ka sakin.. palagi ka kasing yumuyuko tuwing nagkakasalubong tayo.” I still remember the details hehheh it’s because I really treasure evrey moment about/with him.
Pero the heck ,.. ang bobo ko- pusang gala kasi ung defense mechanism ko- I replied na
” so? Pakihanap nga paki ko- ui kenzana , mabubuhay ako kahit di tayo mag-usap ” antang nuh.. ogag ko. Tanga pa!!
Shit.. di malang ako nag-isip muna.. inuna ko kasi pride chicken ko!!!
“ah. Ok” he replied.. but after that he send me a lyrics of a song – ung chorus nang “when you say nothing at all”
Yong..
“the smile on your face, let’s me know that you need me,
there’s a truth in your eyes saying you’ll never leave me,
the touch of your hand says you’ll catch me whenever I fall,

yun yung tenext nya pero mali-mali kasi yong lyrics nya nun I don’t remember the exact wrong lyrics hahahaha heheheh”
I replied:
“ you say it best, when you say nothing at all”
And dinugtungan ko pa un nang
“mali-mali lyrics mo hehehe memorize ko kasi yan.. favorite song ko yan eh”
“para su yan”he replied
“hah? su? u mean?” I asked
“wala, nevermind” he replied. End.
Di ko alam pero din a ako naginsist.. I was thinking para sakin ung kanta pero auko masyadong magassume.

Back to school tayo, yung crush na kinukwento nya sakin. Ayun parati nyang kasama. Syempre ako as supportive na kaibigan, tinetease ko din naman sya dun sa friendship nya para mamatay na ung pusang galang feelings ko. Pero malakas eh .. hindi ko kaya hahahahha …
Marami pa namang moment sa school pero auko nang isaisahin pa hehehhehe. Basta yun na . let’s end it. Basta about lang naman un sa mga assume ko hehehhe.. how his friend tease him sakin one time heheheh di ko un nalimutan hahahahah I even said na bakla si Kenzo at pinarinig ko dun sa barkada nya para di nila isiping gusto ko si Kenzo hahahahah.

Pero everything happens for a reason ika nga,nagstopped ako sa college due to financial prob nadin so ayun nagwork ako. Nagkaroon din namn ako nang manliligaw pero I cant help myself comparing them to Kenzo hehehhe yong tumatak kasi sa isip ko nun, yung gusto ko maging first bf ay si Kenzo ahhahaha. Basta ayun.. hahahaha actually kilala na din si Kenzo samin hahahah.. ni mama- he knows about Kenzo. Mashare ako eh hahahaha. KAya ayun. Actuallyilang beses kung tinextmate si Kenzo hahahha ibang name pakilala ko of course hahaha. Yung pinakamahaba ko yatang textmate kay Kenzo ay yung nasa manila ako. I don’t know pero feeling ko nahalata nya ako hahahhaha. Then one day, nagtxt sakin si mama,
“Ms.Darang?!” first txt from mama
“ikaw dah Venez?!” 2nd txt from mama ulit
“kamusta” 3rd txt
Di na matandaan ung iba
Pero nagtext ulit si mama
“hualan mo kung sino nagtext nyan hehhe”
Nagtaka ako
” si Ley? “ Yung bunso naming kapatid .. baka ikako nagpractice magtxt hehehhe
“nope. Pero swear ako na kikiligin ka kung malalaman mo kung sino” mama replied
Pero may nag txt ulit kala ko si mama.. pero nagulat ako na num ni Kenzo ung nagregister.
Sabi nya “hi”
im so happy. Nagreply ako “hu u?” hahahaha

Nagtxt ako kay mama “oh my.. si Kenzo ma?” hahhaha
“oo- nagtxt sya sakin kala nya number mo to- yan yung mga txt nya ung finorward ko sayo. Tinanong ko sya if sino sya then sabi nya si Kenzo daw haha kaya binigay ko agad number mo.. ayieee hahahah”
Natatawa ako at kinikilig kasi napakasupportive ng mama ko hahahah that’s y she is my Super mom I was using her phone kasi nung highschool kaya num ko gamit nya before.
“thank you ma hahahahha” masayang reply ko.

Kaya ayun hahaha di ko alam kung bakit sya nagtxt at bakit may num parin sya ni mama hehehe pero feeling ko alam na nya na ako ung nagtxtmate sa kanya.. di kona kasi ginamit ulit ung sim na pinangtxtmate ko sa kanya eh total magkatxt na kami kaso… parang yun na din naman ung last txt naming up to now.. fb nalng ata kami may communication.
I’ve waited for him for so long time. Wala pa namn syang gf nun. Until nakompirma ko last March 2017 na official na syang sinagot ng long time crush nya who he always told me before- si krislyn.. And that’s it. That’s the sign and that’s the moment na kailangan konang iletgo ang feelings ko.. lalo na yung nakita ko yung pic nang gf nya. She seems so angelic, mabait, and I know mahal nya si Kenzo. They seems so happy together. They seems so right for each other. Para talagang tinadhana sila. I know Kenzo deserve such kind of woman and im truly happy for him. Idont know pero habang kinukwento ko un sa kaworkmate ko si Miss.mikaj, di ko namalayan na dumadaloy na pala yung mga luha ko, I don’t know, I felt no pain in my heart pero umiyak ako. Maybe dahil handa na siguro akong iletgo ung matagal ko nang feelings.
Yung pagkakarun nya ng gf ay nagpush sa kin para makamove on and im very hppy na habang tumatagal, nakakamove on na nga ako, di ko na sya masyadong naiisip. Ok na ako. Hanggang sa tuluyan na nga akong nakakarecover. Crushes ko din , maybe suitors ung mas nagpawala dun ahahhaha landi nuh basta.. I felt na wala na.. kasi I don’t even care na kung anong meron sila.. im just happy na.

But dahil sa isang kasunduan with my office mate, napilitan akong gawin to hhehehe … ginawa kasi nila ung napgkasunduan so I think it’s my turn now.
I expect nothing in return kung mabasa nya man to. Heheh I assure din namn na nakamove on na ako hehhehe.. char hahaha basta yun na..sabi nga nila ang daong dumadating sa buhay mo ay nabibilang sa tatlong category
For season, for a reason or for a life time.
I chose him for a life time- life time friend ko hehehe kasi he is one of my treasured friend- I just wish them forever heheh. Alam ko the deserve each other at yong unconditionala love. Thank you again. Hope you like it

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  1. “But dahil sa isang kasunduan with my office mate, napilitan akong gawin to hhehehe … ginawa kasi nila ung napagkasunduan so I think it’s my turn now.”

    – Yeah, and I’m lucky na isa ako dun sa ka office mate mo. 😀 haha.. Thanks for sharing your stories with us. (a special and heartwarming story) Good job Ms. Astig!. XD
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