May Pagbabago Sa Love

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I was seven when my father died in hit in run in manila, then after that we went back to occ. Mindoro with my mother and two younger daughter,, nwlan ng deriksyon buhy nming mgkkpatid kc nwlang ng pnhon mama nmin smin, i was with my friends hanging around anywhere i want but i finished my secondary despite of all that,, then i went to mnila to avoid my stepfather and worked to my cousin,, after 6months i go back to my province and join again with my friends,, then i met my husband now,, di nmn gnun kgwapo,, tall dark and snob,, yes snob kc he nener try to look at me when our friends introduce as,, my fraternity,, basagulero, may bisyo at wlng deriksyon ang buhay,, sa gya kong gala pro never ngbisyo wla syng dating compare s mga ngng bf ko, kumbga gala lng to forget my problem with my family,, auq ng ngistay s bhay,, from then lge n kming ngkkta mgkakaibgan but i havent talk to him,, ewan asar aq sknya kc feeling ko ang pangit ko haha,, hnggng s hinamon aq ng friend ko ng dare n mgng bf sya kng bbgay dw,,, syempre umuo aq akla ko kc mhhrapan aq but im wrong kc with in an hour npsgot ko sya,, yes as in nligawan ko po,, but i dnt have feelings for him tlga ewan ko sya but i never tried to know,, umabot ng 1month ng prng wala lng,, until 1time ntulog kmi s knla syempre s mga kbataam common un e, ntulog kmi mg mdmi kmi s isng kwarto pro andun nny nya,, d cla myamn at mssbi kng tama lng,, pro open kming mgkkbrkda s knla,, hnggng knbuksan ngulat aq kc dumtng tta ko at ngiskndlo,, kesyo dw mamanhikan n kc ntulog n ko dun,, npilitan mgulng nya at nny ko pro during the conversation cnbi nmin n kmi nlng mgppksal ng amin pg gsto n nmin,, so un ngsama po kmj ng d kinksal kc auq p tlga,, on our first stage being together kc nga hes 3yrs older than me d ngng mdali as in sobrng hrap at puno ng psakit pgssma...

nmin dhl nga my bisyo at brkda sya,, after 6months nbuntis aq at ngdecide kmng mgpaksal civil lng,, dun ko nrnsang msktan,, ggla sya iiwan aq,, kmbga wla p sa sistema nya ung pmlya,, mgbbruan mppikon hnggnh s mgaway kmi gnun cguro tlga pg bta pa,,ngptuloy ung gnung sistema ng pgssma nmin hnggng mktatlong ank kmi,, tiniis ko lht kc sv ko gnusto ko e at minhal ko n din kc,, mmsn sumgi dn s isip ko n iwan nlng sya pro my mga ank aq,, hnggng ngkproblma kmi ngkautang ng mlaki at wlng mlapitan both side of our family,, dun ko sya nktng umiyk when 12 midnight nghhnp kmi ng mtutulugan ksma mg mga ank ko when my youngest was only 1yr old,, iyak aq iyak dn sya,, after that ngbgo pro d msydo,,lumipat kmi s bukid pra mkaiwas sya s brkda kht feeling ko d ko kyng mbuhy s bukid tiniis ko mbgo lng ung buhy nmin ngkaank p kmi ulet ble 4girls n,,nkulong nmn sya dhl s illegal logging with in 4days my cashbond 20k,, d ko alm ggwin ko kng sn mghhnp kc my bby aq pro slmt s mga taong tumulong nklabas sya,, dun ko sya nktng unti unti ngbbgo lalo n nung my ngbible study smin at nkta kong he listed eagerly,, after a month ngpabautismo kmi at dun nkta ko knalimutan nya lht mg bisyo, gala at ngfocus s pmlya rest day nya reading bible,, ngpursige mgtyo ng mliit n welding shop pra mlapit smin,, sa ngaun po msasabi kong ngbgo n sya totally,,
Msaya at kuntento n ko s pmilyang mron aq ngaun,, and may baby ulet png 5 and this will be the last 4girls and 1bby boy,,
Ngayon ko npatunyan n ang tao kht gnu ksama pag ngkkpamilya nagmamatured,, ntutu sa buhay at lalo n nggng mlapit sa dios,,
I hope you enjoy reading this,,
Simple advice,, ang pag aasawa dnt expect n puro saya lng,, at dnt ever leave ur couple dhl lng ngkmali o ngkproblma kau,, try to fix things together,, dnt sleep na d npguusapan,,
And a secret to a strong family is TRUST,, AND GOD TO BE THE CENTER,,
Thank you💖💖




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